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Fragile Entropy

5 March

Trying hard to reach out
But when I tried to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I prayed I could break away


noc·turne: A painting of a night scene or an instrumental composition of a pensive, dreamy mood, especially one for the piano.

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STORY OF a girl

Goes by the name of Abbey. Also answers to Abs, Abbers, Abster, and pretty much any other variation of my actual name that you can think of. I came into this world on March 5, 1987, making me 18 years old at the present date. I live in North Dakota, but hope to move within the next 5 years, hopefully sooner. I graduate from the hell known as high school in May of 2005 and cannot wait until that moment. I currently lead a pretty sad and boring life - you'll probably realize that from my entries. My life may be boring, but I like to think I am somewhat of an interesting person. Because my world is so boring, I usually dwell on those of my favorite celebrities, shows, movies, and books, or I create my own via fiction and poetry. I am an extreme fangirl who is easily obsessed. Movies, DVDs, and CDs eat up most of my money. TV rules my daily schedule. I love to play with Paintshop Pro and pictures of beautiful people. I take two graphic arts classes in school - I hate one and love the other. I love to design, create, and run websites. My goal in life to become a ________. I'm still searching for some kind of meaning in my life. Lusts after David Anders, Johnny Depp, Jennifer Garner, Vanessa Paradis, and Bryce Dallas Howard. Evanescence quite possibly saved my life, I can't live without the angel that is Amy Lee. Also likes other gothic music, but has such eclectic tastes that even Britney Spears or Damien Rice can take over my CD player. "Breakaway" by Kelly Clarkson is my anthem. As is "Nobody's Home" by Avril Lavigne.

CURRENT obsessions

Alias, David Anders, Jennifer Garner, Julian Sark, Lauren/Sark, Sydney/Sark, Lena Olin, Spy!Family, Lost, Evangeline Lilly, Sin City, Jessica Alba, Grey's Anatomy, Meredith/Derek, Ellen Pompeo, Patrick Dempsy, The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy, Zooey Deschanel, Marguerite Moreau, Star Wars, Padme/Anakin, Ryan Reynolds, Melissa George, gothic music.


Hollywood Heat // Beyond the Stars // Uma Thurman Fan // Bryce Howard Online // Marguerite Online // Ryan Reynolds Fan

GOODIES for you

High quality scans and screencaptures can be found at Beyond the Stars. Livejournal icons created by myself and gothic_nyx can be found at fyre_paved.

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